I woke up on my birthday with a mild but clear enough heart thudding...and my palms were sweating.
The night before, i put my phone on silent and went off to sleep much to the dismay of some of my friends who wanted to wish me at midnight, because i was so scared i will start panicking from all that attention and puke my dinner out. Especially if this guy who is a potential love interest wishes me. (I am terrified to have a boyfriend, i dont know why. It sucks!)
The rest of the day, the panic thing kept threatening me but all throughout i just kept taking deep breaths and assuring myself that i would be fine, that in no way was i going to be in deep shit, that i need to panic.
And trust me, and the end of the day, it was all good. I was anxious, I was nervous, but not once did i panic. My 18th wasnt ruined after all! Just remember: DEEP BREATHING.
The night before, i put my phone on silent and went off to sleep much to the dismay of some of my friends who wanted to wish me at midnight, because i was so scared i will start panicking from all that attention and puke my dinner out. Especially if this guy who is a potential love interest wishes me. (I am terrified to have a boyfriend, i dont know why. It sucks!)
The rest of the day, the panic thing kept threatening me but all throughout i just kept taking deep breaths and assuring myself that i would be fine, that in no way was i going to be in deep shit, that i need to panic.
And trust me, and the end of the day, it was all good. I was anxious, I was nervous, but not once did i panic. My 18th wasnt ruined after all! Just remember: DEEP BREATHING.
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